I’ve probably heard this one song somewhere along the way before, it’s not like its new or anything. But for some reasons this song SPEAKS to me today.
I sat down and listen…
And let the words filled my mind, my heart, my soul…over and over again
These words grabbed my core and shook it hard as if giving it the much needed wake-up call.
Just a day or two after New Year’s Day I had a small conversation with one of my best friend. We talked about what we’re up to and she asked what my plans are for the brand spanking New Year.
“I want to fall in love with me…”
Even I shocked myself with the words I typed.
As it sinks in, I realize I’ve been such a bitch to my own self and enough is enough. I’m not as terrible as I think I am. No, I’m far from perfect – heck, no one is perfect! But if I keep beating myself up, keep talking myself down I will ended up believing all the bullshits I feed my soul.
So I’m claiming me this year.
It’s not easy.
But I’m trying…
I am breaking away from my old chains.
Fighting to break the old self destructions spells of “You are not worthy…” and the likes.
PS: This post was inspired by Kelly Clarkson’s Breakaway. Watch the video on YouTube.